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the moon is gloomy shining, faded by thin grey clouds. tonight, the night seems so hard, hard on my weary heart. when i stare again to the sky, the moon has shifting to another point. another hour has passed me by while i’m sitting here restless in my mind. thinking of you and about me, about our days and times, it seems it wasn’t ours anyway. it just another game of choices in life, another play, and whom wins or loose i don’t know.
the mirabilis jalapa flowers bloom in front of me, showing white petal dotted with red. sometimes i just forgot how simple life can be, nothing new in life, just another turn of time. everything goes on theirs own way with rules and pattern of life. tonight the flowers delight in fragrance, by morning the bloom will fade away by sunrise. just like as i live today and die by tomorrow. but the flowers will keep on blooming. sigh... well, sometimes i just take some things too hard while the flowers don’t.

“there is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven:
a time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal, a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them, a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up, a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend, a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace.”
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 NIV (New International Version)

hmm.. hm..mm.. hmm.. hmmm ... mmm hm .... mm.. i’m humming a sound tune of an old song about dream, love, letting go and about life itself.

some days are diamonds some days are stones
sometimes the hard times won't leave me alone
sometimes a cold wind blows a chill in my bones
some days are diamonds some days are stones. ...

(portion of lyric from Somedays Are Diamond (Somedays Are Stone), a song by John Denver)